{"id":6583,"date":"2015-06-11T16:11:26","date_gmt":"2015-06-11T16:11:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.firstofallpray.com\/?p=6583"},"modified":"2015-06-11T16:11:26","modified_gmt":"2015-06-11T16:11:26","slug":"need-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.firstofallpray.com\/?p=6583","title":{"rendered":"Need light?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light.<\/em> Psalm 36:9<span class=\"p\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Have you ever had one of those stressful stretches of time? One that lasts over several weeks? I&#8217;ve been going through one of those myself, lately, and as pressure and stress levels seemed to be crescendoing out of earth&#8217;s orbit last night, I decided to apply a simple &#8220;talk-through&#8221; technique to my emotions as I plugged away at an impossibly long &#8220;to do&#8221; list.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s what I did: With every little thing I worked on\u2014mundane as each one was\u2014I talked to God about how glad I was about that little part of my life. Putting away the dishes? <em>Thank You, Lord for these dishes and the ability to clean them!<\/em> Sorting clothes for laundry? <em>Father, thank You for giving me these clothes and a great washer and dryer! <\/em>Paying bills? <em>Thanks, God, that I can do math and that there&#8217;s some money left over after paying these!<\/em> <em>It may not be much, but I&#8217;m not broke, glory to God!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>And as I continued in this vein, it wasn&#8217;t long\u00a0until the stress started ebbing away and peace seeped back in, quietly reigning once again.<\/p>\n<p>This morning however, I remembered a scheduling detail I became aware of yesterday that played a huge contributing\u00a0factor in my spiraling stress the day before.\u00a0It still bothered me, and it was something that was pretty much out of my control\u2014unless I made\u00a0a great big scene and pushed several levels of people around. I started feeling the stress creep back in.<\/p>\n<p>I prayed. I prayed in the Spirit. And then I verbally committed the scheduling to God\u2014to accept it as is or let Him rearrange it if He saw fit\u2014without my personal interference.<\/p>\n<p>And do you know what He spoke to me? It was eye-opening! He said, <em>&#8220;There&#8217;s a difference between being a prima donna and being led by My Spirit.&#8221;\u00a0 <\/em>Burn!<\/p>\n<p>How many times have you and I demanded our own way, insisting we were being led of the Spirit, when in actuality, we were being led\u00a0by our flesh\u2014our preferences, our fears, or our biases\u2014absolutely <em>clueless<\/em> about our own motives?<\/p>\n<p>As I repented and prayed in the Spirit\u2014a gusher this time\u2014God&#8217;s great comfort came upon me. An old praise song rose up in my heart, and as I sang it, once again it was well with my soul:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;<em>For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light. With You is the fountain of life; in Your light, we see light.<\/em>&#8221;\u00a0(From Psalm 36:9)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>When\u00a0you make Jesus\u00a0the Lord of your life, then you have given Him the right to have His say-so in every aspect. And that is very good.<\/p>\n<p>Dorothy<\/p>\n<p>Due to my very busy schedule, I will be sporadically adding to this blog in the next few weeks\u2014sometimes on, sometimes off. Just check back periodically to see any new entries. Blessings! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light we see light. Psalm 36:9 Have you ever had one of those stressful stretches of time? One that lasts over several weeks? 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